Sunday, April 27, 2014

I have decided

I have decided that even if there is no God, I would rather be wrong than disrespectful x

Thursday, April 24, 2014


I came home from the restaurant tonight and one of the dogs had peed in the kitchen, which they never do. My wife, Eva, got the mop to clean it up and moaned enough to make the guilty dog feel ashamed, and creep out of the door to hide its poor self away in shame. In the fun way we have of being mean to each other, I told her I thought she was unfair seeing as it never normally happens- she agreed, we drank wine and that was that. The dog crept back in.
I went to sit in the living room and catch up on Sky News, and after five minutes, I felt my bum was wet. I checked, and there were two pee patches on the sofa. As all dog owners will know, something must have happened. Even so, I had to keep it from my wife, and so I have been trying to get her to go to bed for ages so that I can clean it up without her knowing. She wouldn't really care, she is lovely, but the reason for this story is that when I realised one of the dogs, and we know which one because she is still acting ashamed, had a probable urine infection, which will cost who knows what, I got depressed about the money. It is one thing after another. Can we not have a month go by without a bloody emergency?
And then the epiphany: Would you rather have lots of things going on in your life, or little or nothing happening? If you have one house, you mend one broken fence. If you have fifty, there's more to do. Although it can be a drain, I would most definitely prefer to let a lot of things into my heart and take the pain that comes with it, than allow nothing in and be numb.
Gerry x

Friday, April 18, 2014


You are, quite simply, an accumulation of what you do.
..but then imagine, if after everything you did, you weren't the real you- Gerald Freeman.

Thursday, April 17, 2014


I just imagined i read a story to a kid that didn't exist, from a book that didn't exist, and had empty pages, so I invented as I went along. Wish I could remember it, cuz it was good!!

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

TEASER from my new book I Don't Believe God Wrote The Bible x

A teaser from my new book I Don't Believe God Wrote The Bible. Due out the end of 2014 x 
“I’ll go to the Caribbean” I told myself, still buzzing from another amazing gig by the rastas, the previous night. I was quite friendly with them by that time, and fortunately, they were able to get me something to smoke. Apart from reggae, they also played the djembe, which I had never seen before. When three of them were sat astride their drums, banging out a rhythm, it was mesmerizing and absolutely impossible to sit still. At times it sounded like a whole tribe of drummers were playing because they were so fast with their hands, difficult to comprehend how three men were capable of creating such a sound. I was going to escape to the Caribbean and learn to play the drums, if Jan had wanted me to be a part of it all, she would have told me. Instead, she went back home to her family without saying a word, so in actual fact, I had no responsibility to do anything. Except that I knew Raphael would not have been such a coward and an arsehole.

Thursday, April 10, 2014


KILL DADDY NEEDS EXPOSURE!! FLASH PROMO!! I will give a free eBook to everyone who shares this link. Kill Daddy needs to find the people that want to find out what Africa is really like, and identify with this touching story about Life x @killdaddy PROMO ENDS 15TH APRIL!! A Smashwords coupon code will be released on 16th April to get the free book for those who shared the link. Thank you.

Friday, April 4, 2014


do other artists get so consumed and ravaged by incessant ideas smashing and fighting their way into your brain that you just need to drink beer to try and calm down and take control of your thoughts which are coming in so thick and fast that you cant keep up and in fact you have given up carying a pen because you are refusing to write down every thought you get and you know you should and......