'I think not understanding people you love, and believe love you is the most painful experience-when nothing makes sense and yet, you feel it should. It is a kind of disharmony that brings the whole universe into question. It makes my head spin, gravity seems to have gone and sentences become decorations hanging in my mind, not real thoughts flowing through my brain. All I see is a cluttered mind with a lot of useless post it notes, written to a person I cannot see. And I wonder what they think about me?'
(Gerry Aldridge 2016)